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My first day of high school!

I am so nervous…
Yesterday I went shopping with Linda and found some more stuff for school and some more clothes. I had to rest my body so today I feel ready for the Volleyball again!

I got up 5.40 and took a shower so now I’m sitting here, 6.18 with wet hair and I’m stressed out even if I have an hour to get ready and eat breakfast.
My biggest fear is to have to sit alone in the bathroom during lunch but hopefully, that doesn’t happen. I have to get ready for school now but I’ll try to put up a picture of how I’m going to look first day of school. Wish me luck, ’cause I’m sure I’ll need it.

Sore

Yepp, I’m sore. My whole body is sore and especially my arms and my butt, haha.
I love how volleyball really works your whole body and I have small muscles in my lower arm that I didn’t knew that I had.. funny though.
Practice today was a lot of fun and tomorrow I’m gonna’ go to YMCA at 8 a.m to workout with Mary and her host-mother.  Feel the burn!

Volleyball Practice

Okay, so I woke up this morning at 6 am and ran around packing stuff and started to put on some sportswear when I see a text from Mary (the italian exchange-student) that said that we could just watch and didn’t have to join.
Eager as I am, I packed the sportswear anyway and put on a t-shirt and shorts.

When I arrived with Linda that drove me over to the school, the gym had a bunch of girls all together in the opposite corner and I felt even more nervous. Those of you that knows me knows that when I’m nervous, I just laugh and talk so.. It went well! haha.
The volleyball girls were very nice and I felt really welcome.
Every time I dropped the ball, just like the others did, I yelled “Sorry!” But they were just like: “It’s okay” And when every drill was over they gave me a high-five and shouted “Good job!” So it felt great!

They talked to me and asked me a lot of questions which I were happy to answer to.
So the coach told me to come back tomorrow and I hope that that is a good sign, haha.

I got my schedule and here are all of my classes:

Health, which is only for the first semester (termin)
American Government 2 semesters
Advanced Acting, 2 semesters
Choir-Women-Advanced, 2 semesters
STAR Advisory, 2 semesters (egen instudering/study hall)
Human Anatomy, 2 semesters
Racquet sports, first semester
(thinking about changing that to weightlifting if possible though)
Literature and Composition (more advanced English for the 12th graders only)
And then the next semester I have
Personal finance instead of Health
Fashion design instead of the sports (?!)

Oh well, I can change the 2 semester-schedule after christmas so I’ll have to see about that.

Today I went to the Mall with Mary after the volleyball practice and I bought some things at Victorias’ secret, yay! (Sorry Mom.. she thinks I’ve got enough underwear already)

And now we are going to get my ID-picture taken and then there’s an open house at the school at 6 pm. Wish me luck! I’ll get lost in that big school…

One of the rollercoasters that we went on yesterday at silver dollar city.

So Nervous!

Hahaha, apparently.. I’m trying out for the Volleyball team tomorrow at 7 AM!
Good luck with that! I’m already nervous about just going to see the school for the first time at 8 and fix my schedule and now I’m first going to a volleyball tryout?
I’m gonna’ die………….

Oh well.. Gotta’ sleep now.
Will write about The Silver Dollar City tomorrow.
Walked for like 4-5 hours there and now at 9 pm I felt an urge to powerwalk and run so I got on the treadmill and just did it!
For 4 km / 2,5 miles in intervals.
Walked for 800 m then ran for 400. Walked for 400, ran for 800, w for 400,
r for 400, w for 400, r for 400.
So proud of myself, my first workout in America. And it felt so good! My body were screaming to sweat so I can go to sleep satisfied now.

Will write more tomorrow!
Sleep Tight!

American food = obesity

No wonder people get so fat by visiting america.

First of all, the first American food experience I got this time was Applebee’s since I told them that I liked that restaurant and there I got the Caesar salad w/chicken since that was like the only thing on the menu that wasn’t drowned in cheese!

Then we went to see the outside of my High School and it is HUGE!
(I use that word a lot here and no wonder.. even the humans are huge..)

After that we went home and it’s really cosy and I really feel at home already, going to the fridge or in to the cupboards when I’m hungry and talking to Linda like I’ve known her for years. That is one of the reasons too I think. That I feel very “at home” since they are so easy to talk to and they really know why I am here and they show me around and stuff.

We also went to Wal-mart, and let me say this, THAT was an experience, haha omg.
Everything was huge, in plus-size and already done.
It was like pancake-mix, cupcake-mix etc. etc.
Just put some milk to it and voila!
Or put it in the microwave or whatever.
SO MUCH artificial stuff!
Really weird(I also use that word a lot) for me that is used to making things from scratch.

And that was the day I arrived, this sunday.

This monday, yesterday, we had a late breakfast since they also like to sleep for a long time in the morning. Doyle made me pancakes w/butter and syrup. They were almost 1 inch thick and the consistence were not at all what I am used to. But it was very good, and so sweet of course.

We went to Branson later and had lunch at McDonalds. And it doesn’t have to be that unhealthy to eat there as long as you don’t drink soda and since I eat my 2 ordinary hamburgers, peel of the bottom buns and put them together = not that much bred and I don’t eat cheese or that much french fries I did okay, haha.
I got a smoothie afterwards but even THAT was with too much sugar in it )):

I forgot to take any pictures but I will tomorrow since we are going to The Silver Dollar City! It’s gonna’ be so much fun! Riding Roller-coasters and everything.
Me, Linda, Mary from Italy and her host-brother will be enjoying all these fun stuff and it’ll be awesome!
In the evening we ate hot dogs and in Sweden the hot dog would be longer than the bread but here the hot dog were like 1-2 inches too short for the bread.

But anyway.
Today we got up and I made my own breakfast, just some cornflakes.
And to lunch me and Linda(Since Doyle is at the farm) made peanut-butter sandwiches and she made me one half with peanut-butter and a little syrup for the consistence and one half w/peanut-butter, nutella(?! actually pretty good but kind of too sweet for me, not used to that) and syrup. It was filling and since I don’t eat bread at home my stomach is killing me sometimes.
Like this afternoon, we met Mary, her host-/mom and brother and Jiri from czech republic at a Frozen Yoghurt shop and talked about the school and stuff so that was a lot of fun! But I ate sorbet since that is without milk but it’s just too sweet!

For dinner, we went to buy some take-out chinese food. Sweet-sour chicken, cashew chicken and egg rolls. The flavor doesn’t really exist if you compare to how we have it in Sweden but it was pretty good anyway.
But before dinner!!!!!!!! OMG!
If you think that you’ve tasted doughnuts….. you really haven’t unless you’ve tried Krispy Kreme Doughnuts, I’m telling you! These are like something that you’ve never tasted before! You can throw the Swedish doughnuts right now! This is so sad!
When you take a bite out of it it’s like.. you don’t have to chew and they just melts in your mouth and you don’t want it to end. Horrible! So unhealthy but SO delicious, even if I had some stomach ace later because of the sugar. You have to try it once at least!
We went in ’cause Linda saw that the ” HOT” sign were on. So they were doing them fresh out of the oven and that I “Had to try one!”

And yeah, what you are thinking.. I have GOT to use their treadmill every day now!
Don’t want to gain any weight and I can’t wait until all of the activities at school starts!
Here are some pics’:












3.32 am 7 august 2011

(This is going to be a long post. I wrote down some stuff in my notebook so I could remember. And here it goes)

We are stuck at Atlanta airport and I’m cold, dissapointed, chocked and so tired.

Okey, here’s what happend from the beggining.

I woke up Saturday morning at 3.15 since a group of people was yelling outside the house.
I heard someone walking beside the house and my first thought was:
“They are trying to steal our bikes or something.”
Well, that was not the case.
A guy I know that came back from his exchange year this summer and his friends had been partying and apparently, someone that I had invited to my Farewell- dinner had told them that I had a PARTY so they asked when it ended because they thought it would be fun to join.
But I just told them that my alarm-clock is going off in 30 minutes and they really have to go home.
So, that was a good start on my journey.

After that, I couldn’t sleep. Chocker huh?
So I went up, had breakfast, fixed the last things with my luggage and  took the gifts I got from my friends. My mom and dad couldn’t stop taking pictures of me so I’m sure that I will post some of them when I’m in my red ‘High School Exchange’ t-shirt, shorts and with that huge yellow backpack and the big suitcase.
We talked all the way to the airport and laughed and I was so excited that I didn’t want to cry. I had an adventure lying at my feet and all I had to do was to jump on some airplanes. It actually was pretty weird. We checked my luggage and then went to where all of the exchange students were meeting up and then they just said:
“Well, we should go on then.”
And I was so chocked, of course I could’ve cried  if I had let myself but I wouldn’t.
I just repeated the same sentence over and over:
“Now we wont cry, just be happy.”
And my parent were so strong ’cause they knew that if they cried, I would almost have a breakdown so they were really supportive and strong.
We got on the plane to London and I slept for a while there.
Maybe 1 hour or something.

When we got to the airport in London we met up with exchange students from Italy, Stockholm, Germany, Denmark, Finland etc.
I got to meet some old friends that I got to know at a camp we had with our exchange-organisation. And a lot of people that I’ve been talking to on Facebook.

Then, I didn’t feel alone in the same way since everyone where going through the same thing and knew how I felt.

After boarding the plane that had the destination Chicago, I got to sit with a guy from Stockholm and we just talked and talked and laughed and slept for like a half hour on the trip that was 8 hours!! Ridiculous. But we had fun though. He played American Football in Sweden and of course, he was going to play in the US too.

Anyway, we got to the airport in Chicago and everyone got their luggage and then we had to go through the customs and check our passports and paper from the American Embassy. I was kind of nervous, I’m thinking like: “Please let me in your country!”.
And the police officer was not very nice. He asked me questions of what I was going to do and where I was going so I said: “Nixa, Missouri.”
And he answered:  “Why would you want to go there?”
Me: “Well, I got a family there so I didn’t pick for myself but it seems very nice.”
He: “Okey, you keep telling yourself that.”
I mean, come on! I’m already nervous as it is so.. haha.

Then they just said which terminal we were going to and when we got there (by train) we didn’t have a clue what was going on but after asking a few people we understood.

Then we had to go through security and stuff so it was just me and a guy named David that were also going to Springfield. Since our flight left at 17 and the clock were 16 something, we got a little stressed out.

After boarding our plane that was going to Atlanta, they said that it would take 35 minutes to know if we could departure because of thunderstorms, YAY!
And after 35 minutes they said that it was going to take 90 minutes MORE….
So, we lost our connection-flight that were going to take us to Springfield.
Therefore, we had to spend the night at Atlanta airport which is, if I got the right memo, the biggest airport in the world. Wohooooo!

We weren’t accepted at Dusty’s Den(a recess room for minors) since we were over 18 and considered as adults. So THEN I started to cry because of my lack of sleep and we got a blanket and a tiny bag with toothbrush and other small things.

Etc etc… We went to our gate and I don’t know how many escalators and train rides we took that night but I’m glad that the fact that we were so tired made us unable to stop laughing. And I’m so glad for not being alone there.

So, it was hard to sleep and I fixed some new tickets for a flight at 10.15 am, 12 hours later. And all we had to do was wait.

One time when I went to the bathroom, someone stole my blanket and then I was furious.
Because the Air conditioner made the place ICE COLD. So I was not that warm if you could say that.

Since I woke up at Friday morning I had gotten about 6-7 hours of sleep and been awake for like 50 hours. Can you imagine how tired I was?

But, when we were at the airplane in chicago I got to borrow a mobile phone from one of the stewards so I called my host-family and told them that we were delayed.

So since my phone was dead I couldn’t reach mom, dad, my host-parents OR mycontact-person in Missouri when we got to Atlanta. GREAT! But we got connected to facebook on a stationed pay-PC and got a hold of our contact so she could reach everyone for us since we couldn’t figure out the pay-phones.

I tried to sleep in the uncomfortable chairs all curled up and holding my backpack like my life depended on it.

Anywho. We got to Springfield and there they were waiting for us.
My host-parents are really cute and friendly and I already feel at home.
I have a bedroom in the basement with my own bathroom and walk-in closet and a TV etc. I love it! They also have a yorkshire-terrier named Pebbles, so cute!

Well, that was my journey to Nixa, Missouri and maybe I’ll come up with something more later on and I have so much more to write so I have to take a shower now and then I’ll see what my family have planned for the day.

AH!

I’m leaving my house in 30 min.
I’ll write about yesterday some other time when I can!
And I’ll post something when I’ve settled down.
It’s gonna’ be a crazy ride 😉

Usa, here I come.

Last day in Sweden

Woke up this morning and I don’t really have the time to write anything but I’ll do it anyway.. I have to eat breakfast, put some decorations on our smorgascake, clean my room, my closet and the rest of the house, buy some extra things and swedish things for my host-family, toothbrush, take a shower, put some make-up on, visit my old job, pick up my brother and his family at the train-station, lunch with brother & co, grandparents, my sister and her daughter, pack the rest that I bought and then have a dinner with my closest friends. There will be tears, I can tell you that.

But now I have to do SOMETHING else than being on my mac. Make the most of the day!
I’ll try to write something more before I leave and I’m so excited 😀

emptiness

Wow, it was even hard for me to come up with a headline..
And then it hit me, the feeling I was looking for that could explain what I am feeling is just that. Emptiness.

Just realized that this is the real deal.

God, it hasn't felt weird until now..
This morning, my close and dear friend Amanda has gone away for her
adventure at High School and it's only 43 hours left for me.
It feels so surrealistic that you can't even imagine.

The plan was to hang out with my friends tonight at a bar because one of my best friends, Louise, has turned 18. And in Sweden you only have to be 18 to drink.
But.. yesterday I were at Louise’s party and when I came home, my mom was waiting for me in front of the TV. And even if she was really sleepy, I guess she wanted to see me before she went to bed. And then it hit me, HELLO?! maybe my mom wants to spend some time with me too?
After all, I have tomorrow to see a bunch of friends but I only have tonight alone with mom. That hurts. I-only-have-tonight…

My mother has been so supportive all of my life and particularly when I decided to go away for a year. The amount of time as such as a year didn’t seem that awful when it was long ahead in the future. But now when I can’t even say that it is two whole days, I start to think about what in the world I am doing.

I’m doing this to experience things that most people don’t even get the opportunity to hear about. I’m going to speak English, make a hundred new friends, go see weird All-american things, be in a new room, in a new house, with a new family.
And since I will be arriving around 22.00 in Springfield and we have a drive from there to Nixa, it will be late and time for me to go to bed. But how will I be able to sleep in a new room in a part of the world, I haven’t even seen yet? And knowing that, when I wake up, I will have to face another world, culture, food etc. How will my first breakfast be like? How will my first day in my new home be like? First time I visit my High School or meet the awesome crew that will be connecting me and other exchange students with each other, my new classes, the new climate(+40 celsius?!).
There are a lot to think about but now when I write everything down I realize that.
I will not have a good time. I will have a GREAT time! There will be so much to do and so much to see and people to meet that I wont have that much time left to think about Sweden. Except for my family of course, and friends.

 

Amanda

One of my best friends, Amanda, is also going away this year and she didn’t even have a host-family until last tuesday and she is STILL flying away before me.
She’s leaving on thursday and my departure is this saturday.

So, she had planned to have a party before she’s leaving and that was supposed to be THIS saturday but after she got her family she changed it to this last saturday.

I was so glad that I could join and be a part of it when it was both heartbreaking and uplifting to see how many friends we’ve got that is supporting us on these journeys.

Amandas boyfriend suddenly walks to the front of the tent (huge party-tent) crying and then he starts a speech about how much he will miss her and yet supporting her since this is what she’s always wanted. Since he is such a clown, he stands there, making jokes while everyone is crying their hearts out. So he’s crying, we’re crying and everybody is laughing together. Such a beautiful speech and after that, I just broke down.
It was the last time I saw one of my best friends.
Camilla were going to Turkey the day after and will not return until after I’ve left so it felt so unrealistic. I couldn’t believe it.

And this friday, I will have some friends over for dinner and I can’t even start to imagine how hard that will be with both Amanda and Camilla gone and all of my friends at my house just a few hours before my flight is taking off.
This is so hard but I will have to endure it so I can have an awesome year in Nixa, Missouri!